tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17263223787434276962024-03-08T12:21:01.536-08:00Angel of Darkness ~ Yami no TenshiForget princess, I want to be a vampire~Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.comBlogger36125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-3306419132182475482015-02-02T18:53:00.000-08:002015-02-02T18:53:18.921-08:00Lost in Thought-Gilbert and Zehar Darzi
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">G:</span></b><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">I feel lost, like I’m in some sort of cave
with no opening. I asked Zehar, but she didn’t know either. That is, where we
are. We’ve lost our memories; that’s easy enough. We’re probably in some sort
of dungeon or somethin’. We’ve been in here for what? 3 years?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">Z: </span></b><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Little
over two actually.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">G:</span></b><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Yeah, we’ve been keeping track of all the
days. We can’t see if it’s night or day, but Zehar found out somethin after a
while.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">Z: </span></b><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">During
night time, the atmosphere changes. It gets more… floofy kinda dreamy, you know?
It feels like you’re in a dream, but well, not. That’s what it’s like at night.
So we just count all the floofy moments.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">G:</span></b><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Yeah! Though it may be inaccurate since we
have no memory of anything before being in this dark dungeon cave. So who
knows, could be longer, shorter. We have no idea! We have no way of telling.
The reason we’ve been counting the days is because we have nothing better to
do.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">Z: </span></b><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Yeah…
It’s really dark and boring.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">G:</span></b><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Soooo boring. We can’t even sleep. Not that
there’s a bed in here anyways. Sleep is boring too, so I don’t care too much.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">Z: </span></b><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Hey
Gil, who are we talking to anyways? It’s empty in here.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">G:</span></b><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Don’t you feel it? Someone is listening to
us. Might as well talk to them.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">Z: </span></b><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Oh
yeah, I feel it now too. I wonder who they are? Do they know us? <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">G:</span></b><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Let’s introduce ourselves just in case. My
name is Gilbert Darzi. I’m twe--- fourteen now, I think. I have deep blue hair
and light brown eyes. This is my Twin, Zehar Darzi.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">Z: </span></b><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">I have
light blue hair and golden eyes. We’re from India. We like to… Gil, what do we
like to do? It seems to be anything that entertains us at the time.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">G:</span></b><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Yeah, we like things that are supposedly
exciting, we find them fairly boring though.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">Z: </span></b><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">We
tried cliff jumping once. It ended up being real boring.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">G:</span></b><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Our favorite is rollercoasters, I think. At
least for me, and we usually share the same interests<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">Z: </span></b><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Yeah,
I really liked the rollercoasters too. Especially ones that go fast, throw you
around, and go in loopdiloops. We also tried haunted houses; that was horrible!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">G:</span></b><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Yeah! I’d much rather be the one scaring.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">Z: </span></b><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Hey!
Gil! We just remembered things before the cave.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">G:</span></b><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Oh yeah! Hm, are these really our memories?
Or were they fed to us. This is the first time someone listened to us in here,
the first we remembered things.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">Z: </span></b><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">It
does seem if-y. I feel they are real… but not real. Like we did those things,
just not in real life. You understand?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">G:</span></b><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Nnn… I understand, I think. Hey, what about
me?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">Z: </span></b><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Hm…
actually, you have a similar feeling. Real, but not real. Me too.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">G:</span></b><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Really?! Well okay then. What about the
person listening?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">Z: </span></b><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">That
person has the same feeling too. Are we dreaming or something? If we are, this
is a really, really long dream.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">G:</span></b><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Who knows, we’re stuck in here, that’s the
problem. A really big problem. Hey! Zehar.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">Z: </span></b><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">What?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">G:</span></b><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Can we die? I don’t think we can. Right?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">Z: </span></b><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Yeah,
I don’t think we can die either<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">G:</span></b><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">When we get out, can we jump into a
volcano? I want to see what it feels like to be consumed by all that burning
hot magma, sounds exciting right?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: Vivaldi; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt;">Z: </span></b><span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">Sure,
let’s do that.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-90093455368122330102015-02-02T18:51:00.000-08:002015-02-02T18:51:09.511-08:00Lost in Thought-Emil Harmaajavi
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<span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">How useless, so very useless! I can’t get
out… Why am I trapped in here? Locked in a cell of all things. I must be bad,
so very bad. I’m a horrid monster to have been locked up so long. What did I
do? Everything, my very existence causes pain to others. I only make others
sad, I cause them trouble. No wonder I was locked in here. Why don’t they just
kill me instead? No, that’d be too easy, they must punish me. Death would
reward me, release me from my burden. I don’t want to be talking right now, but
it’s quiet… so quiet, too quiet. The people who locked me in here they don’t
feed me, are they starving me? Why am I not hungry then? It doesn’t matter… I
just wish they’d let me die. It’s so dark in here, or at least I think so, my
long bangs cover my eyes, basically cover my nose too. My hair is black right?
Yeah I think so. It’s wavy and black. Were my bangs always this long? I don’t
think my hair has grown any. So why did I grow my bangs so long? Did I not want
to see, or was I hiding something? My eyes… what colour were they? Why can’t I
remember…? My memory is faded… I’ve been in here for what… four… five years? I
wouldn’t forget so much in that amount of time, especially something like eye
colour. At least I remember my name, my horrid name. Everything about me is
horrid. I don’t want to exist. Everyone hates me anyways, they should hate me,
of course they hate me, I’m horrid. I remembered something. I used to get in
trouble a lot, but I didn’t do anything… What am I saying, I must’ve done
something bad, I’m bad. I’m glad I’m locked up, at least I’m not being hurt, or
hurting others. I do nothing all day, wasting away my sorrowful existence…
that’s how it should be. I wish they would’ve given me a pen and paper,
something to draw or write on; mainly draw. I really enjoy drawing. I like
writing poetry too though. They’re great ways to show emotion in other ways
than your face or words, vocal words that is. I feel drained, numb. Like, the
stages of depression: sad -> depression -> numb. It’s when you’re so
depressed you just can’t feel anything anymore. That’s how I feel. I don’t know
why. Is it because I’ve been locked up? Or was it before that…? I don’t know.
It sorta feels like someone hooked a machine to me that drained all my energy
and emotion. I wish someone would give it back. No. I probably feel like this
for good reason. I should stay like this. If anyone can hear me, don’t feel
sorry for me, I don’t deserve it. Forget about me, and if you already have,
good. I’m not worth remembering anyways. Just continue living your happy lives
without me, okay? Stay smiling, if you’re sad, please be happy. If you are
happy, try to make others happy, since I only make people sad.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-1745554767143013932015-02-02T18:48:00.000-08:002015-02-02T18:48:58.978-08:00Lost in Thought-Daniel Terje
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<span style="font-family: "MS Mincho"; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-family: Andalus; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: "MS Mincho"; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">I’ve lived in
a locked room for now… I don’t even know how long it’s been. I’ve given up on
counting the days. I’m sure it’s been at least a few years. I don’t remember
why I was put in here. I know it must’ve been for a good reason if I’ve been
locked up for so long. It’s so dark. I can’t even see my hand in front of my
face. I’ve forgotten what I look like. How tall am I? How long is my hair now?
I haven’t eaten all this time, I wonder why I’m not hungry. I’m not tired
either, how strange. I’m in this cell but I’m not chained or anything, but
there is nothing to do in here, they many as well have chained me. All I do is
sit around doing nothing. This really is no fun, I just want to enjoy myself,
which is impossible in here. I tried to get out for the first few days or so,
maybe weeks. There’s no way out. I wonder what I did wrong. I wonder where I
am! Who put me in here in the first place? Feeling over my entire body, I
learn, or remember, that I’m very thin, I have tall boots, cargo shorts, a long
coat, but my shoulders are exposed. My hair on one side foes to about my
shoulder and there’s a long braid. The other side is longer, my under arm or
chest I’d say. My bangs are pretty long, I wonder if I could see even if it was
light in here. I’m wearing glasses too. My skin is really soft. From what I
remember, my eyes are green and my hair is white. Why is my hair white again?
Am I an old man?! No, no I couldn’t be. I was 20 last I remember… so there’s no
way I could be an old man. Maybe I’m just albino; yeah I’ll go with that. I
want to get out of here. I want to actually see myself. I want to see other
people. These words, they are my thoughts; I’m saying them out loud, really
loud. I feel better when I talk aloud. I wonder if anyone can hear me. Can you
hear me? …no? Yeah I didn’t think so. I’m all alone. I’m often talking, hearing
my voice, hearing a voice in general, is the only thing that keeps me tied to
reality. Is this reality? Or is this some painful dream? If this is a dream, I
want to wake up I want to wake up now! I wish someone would listen to me right
now. Maybe… it’s strange but, what if someone was listening but had no way to
respond back. If that’s the case, hello. I wonder if they know who I am…
probably not. I bet the person who locked me in here forgot about me as well.
I’ve forgotten a lot. I vet someone wiped my memory or something. For some
reason that doesn’t sound unreasonable. I don’t remember anything other than
the fact my name is Daniel Rune Terje and I’m from Norway. I remember that I
was 20 when I was locked away, and someone put me here. I don’t know anything
else. If someone else remembered me and helped remind me who I am, then maybe
I’d remember why I was locked in here and why I can’t get out. Will someone
please tell me who I am?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-4498962908707135932013-12-20T07:41:00.001-08:002013-12-20T07:42:02.675-08:00The Recipe for a Broken Heart<span style="font-family: Arial;">1 perfectly good heart</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">3 cups of pain</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">2 cups of sorrow</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">1 gallon of tears</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">2 pounds of false promises</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">1 cup of broken trust</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">1 quart of lies</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">3 pints of missed opportunities</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Place Heart in large bucket filled with tears. Soak for 2 hours then poor in the 2 cups of sorrow. Chop of the missed opportunities and false promises and throw them into the mix. Add in the quart of lies and bring mixture to a boil. Slowly stir in the pain. Pull out the heart and cover it in the broken trust. Serve with a frown, your dish is complete.</span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-25422197832759141682013-12-20T07:28:00.001-08:002013-12-20T07:28:24.796-08:00The 4th Wall<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The lights shine brightly, the curtains open, the stage is set. A table is in the center, covered with a variety of food. A series of bells ring and a large mass of people flood to the table. The favorite of the food seems to be the smoked ham, the smell flying off the stage past the 4th wall. The people at the table feast, the audience wanting to jump on stage and take part of the joy. Chatter breaks out at the table, talking about friends and family. Minutes later, another set of bells ring and all but one leaves. That one was a small girl with a blue bow in her long blonde hair. She walks up to the 4th wall and places her hands on it. "Why can't I see you? Why can't I hear you?" she askes as she runs her hand along the unseen wall. The trail that her hand made slowly turned to ice. To the audience, it appears as a floating stream of ice, they murmur to one another. "It's too cold in here. don't you see?" She shivers and wraps her arms around herself. "Let me out, I'm so cold. Let me out!" She thrusts her hands forward and an icy wall shatters.</span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-92082501067294443182013-12-16T08:01:00.000-08:002013-12-16T08:01:16.633-08:00A poem by Kyo Konoyashi<div align="center">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">My heart is empty</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Alone and broken</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Nothing fill my need for love</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">My tears fall into a stream of lies</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">I am the wrong in this world</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">A burden to all that is right</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Nothing brings back the truth</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">I'm torn inside and dead at heart</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">No one can save me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">I'm a lost soul</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Don't come near me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">I'll only bring you pain</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Just like everyone else</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Please forgive me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">I have everything to be sorry for</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Put away your doubts</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Don't let me get you down</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Everyone is better without me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Without this mistake</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">I need to leave this world</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">I don't belong</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Now I only cry</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Nothing cares for my existence</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Goodbye</span></div>
Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-81446743165392396602013-12-16T07:52:00.001-08:002013-12-16T07:54:28.449-08:00Life<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Life is usually described as a roller coaster, but I like comparing it to a tree. It sways back and forth according to the wind. The wind is unpredictable but it always effects the tree. It bends toward the light reaching for it with all its strength. But it still has its dark days, it still gets rained on and sometimes it loses its leaves, looks dead and empty. But it always comes back to life and continues its journey toward the light.</span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-82165626844937979262013-12-16T07:34:00.001-08:002013-12-16T07:34:53.891-08:00Looking For The Light<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Dark, why is the world always cold and dark. It is so hard to find a light in this world. I have not yet found a light, only empty bodies surrounded in darkness. This darkness, it consumes all the light that exists. If someone is around a person with this dark, they become cold and dark too. That is why I must be careful on my search for light. I am light, so the darkness waits to devour me. I must be careful. I can feel the dark trying to creep into my heart, it hurts. I must be careful, I must find the light. There has to be at least one other person with the light. Or has this world really gone dark? No, maybe that other light is searching for more light like me. I hope that is the case. I want to be with light and help change the world. I want to find the one just for me. I wonder where that person is. A person would think that a glimpse of light would stand out against all this darkness, but no, it blends in, I blend in. No one can see my light, no one except for the darkness within everyone. They look and laugh, they despise my light.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">On my journey for light, I dodge the hurt that people throw at me. I protect my light, for it is what make me <em>me</em>. I do not want to become like one of <em>them</em>, one of the dark. Where is this person, the one just for me, the one of light? I wonder if that person knows I am searching? I hope that is the case. The darkness doesn't what me to find that person, they keep me away. They are the ones that make me blend in, so I cannot be found. The dark knows I want to be found, that is why they hide me. Some act like the light, pretend to be the one just for me. They fill me with joy, but then the dark within them crushes it. They use my light against me. So many times I have thought I had found the one just for me, but it was just dark in disguise. I am scared now, in my search for the light. What if it's only darkness again? I don't want to try again. What if it really is the light and I miss out of the one just for me? I must keep trying, but I must be careful. Protect my light. My light is slowly fading from all the false light being thrown at me. I don't know what to do anymore. Do I search for the one just for me? Or do I hide away...?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial;"><em>Hello? </em>Yes? Who is there? <em>It is you. </em>What do you mean? <em>I am you, you are me. We are the same. </em>Oh? Why are you here? <em>I am here to help you. Help you on your search for the light. </em>Really? You'll help me? <em>Well I am <strong>you </strong>after all. </em>Thank you. I need it, the dark has been hurting me so much, I don't know what to do... <em>It'll be okay, I will help you find the one just for you, we shall be happy. </em>Happy? <em>Yes, that is what you are looking for isn't it? A world of happiness? </em>Yes, a world where everyone is happy, that is what I want. <em>Then you need to find the one just for you. </em>I have tried, but the darkness pretends to be the light, so I do not know. <em>That is why I am here. I will help you know the difference. </em>How? <em>I am well known by the darkness, we used to be of the dark, or at least I have. </em>I don't understand. If we are the same, how could you be of the dark and not me? <em>We are of one body, but not of one mind. </em>Is that why I felt darkness within me back then? <em>Yes, don't you still feel it now? </em>It is too hard for me to feel the difference between light and dark now... <em>You poor child, I will help you remember. Now, let us continue our journey, our journey for the light. </em></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial;"><strong>To be continued...</strong></span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-22949051150784332842013-12-12T08:02:00.000-08:002013-12-12T17:38:06.248-08:00The Secret Life of Seth Nightshade...<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><em>Raveyn finally fell asleep, that boy needs to sleep more. I appreciate him staying up for me, but he's going to get ill if he keeps this up. It's 4:00 in the morning and he has to get up at 7:00. I ought to punish him for this... </em></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">I get out of bed and climb out of his bedroom window, pulling out my favorite pair of scissors. "Who will be the unfortunate fellow tonight?" I run and run as fast as I can, becoming a blur in the night. I let my laugh echo through the cold air and into the hearts of people around. I hear the sound of children, up and awake in their rooms, thinking no one will find out. I sneak up a tree near the window and climb through. The children scream, giving me pleasure. "You want to play with me?" I spin the scissors around my finger, inching closer to them. They try running through the door, but I quickly close it. "Don't go, we haven't played a game yet." I hear their parents rushing to the room from the other side.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"Isabelle! Timothy! What's wrong? What's going on in there?! The door won't open!!"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"Oops, I guess I locked the door. Hehehe." I grab the boy, supposedly Timothy, by the arm and toss him to the ground. I throw my scissors at him and they land directly in his squinted eye. He tosses and turns, screaming, everyone was screaming. Laughing, I walk up to Timothy and slowly pull out the scissors. "Oh look at this, you got my favorites dirty. You'll pay for that." I stab down the scissors into his other eye. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"I called the police!" I hear the mother yell.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"Woopdidoo!" I pull out the scissors again and quickly throw the scissors at the girl, Isabelle, landing them in her right eye. She falls to the ground, blood pouring from her eye like her brother. She covers her eyes, trying to take out the scissors. I run over to Isabelle and rip the scissors from her. I crouch down and whisper into her ear. "I'll leave your other eye, just for you to remember me by." I then get up, and place the scissors in my mouth. I run to the window just as I hear sirens. I jump out and land in the tree.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"Who's there?" A policeman yells up at the tree.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"Who else!!!" I jump from the tree and land promptly on the ground and run. I run and run and run, laughing loudly. I hear them chasing after me, hear them threatening to shoot me. Nothing I haven't heard before. I run faster, dodging bullets and crude words. They never see my face, nothing but a dark figure running in the night, and my unforgettable laugh. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Oh Seth, what are we going to do with you...</span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-70039053416332865272013-12-06T07:50:00.000-08:002013-12-06T07:50:00.984-08:00Out of My Comfort Zone<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Not a big fan of the mushy gushy lovey dovey stuff that you see in chickflicks but here you go.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">A flower petal falls onto her face, the sun shining just right. In this garden of beauty, I just want to hold her tight. Cherry blossoms fill the air, blowing with the wind. I here the splash of water from the lake behind us. Her eyes more blue than the lake. She stands there in her purple sundress, staring off into the distance. I step toward her and embrace her in my arms from behind. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">"</span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Victoria" I whisper in her ear. She jolts at hearing her name, but continues to smile.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"The setting sun is beautiful, isn't it?" Victoria laughs.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"Yeah" I rest my head on shoulder against her neck. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"Christain" I feel her head look down at her feet.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"Hm?" </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"Do you think I'll ever find love?" The wind picks up speed and a flood of cherry blossoms surround us.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"Of course you will" I stand up straight and release my hold on her. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"But I only have 3 days left and I haven't found anyone to love" Victoria folds her arms.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"Maybe you're not looking hard enough" I turn her around to face me. She sticks her arms out quickly to catch herself.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"What do you mean?" She looks up at me, her deep blue eyes dragging me in like a whirlpool.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"Victoria..." I take a deep breathe.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"Yes?" I lean into her and kiss her deeply, all the love I have flowing into her. I wish this moment could last forever, but it was over. She backs up and covers her mouth. "Chr-christian?!" Her face turns a bright red.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"I love you Victoria. Weither you love me back is your choice, but I just needed to tell you."</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">She covers her face. "I...I..."</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"Yes?" I grab her shoulder. "You're going to fall..." I pull her against me.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">She holds onto me tightly and begins to cry. "I love you too" I smile brighter than I have before.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">A bright light surrounds up and Victoria is lifted into the air. "Thank you. You have set me free. I'll miss you." I watch her go up and up until I couldn't see her anymore. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial;">"I'll miss you too..." I whisper as I begin to cry.</span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-60864058813842498652013-10-29T08:28:00.002-07:002013-10-29T21:16:25.901-07:00Everyday is a Nightmare<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Step step, drip drip</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">He's there, watching me again</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">His endless black holes where eyes should be</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Drip drip, the water falling from his body</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">He is always drenched</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Never ending, he haunts me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">That evil grin</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">What did I ever do to that little boy</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;"></span> </div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">My vases are shattered</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">He's been at it again</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Puddles of water</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">All over the floor</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Bloody footprints where he used to be</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">A sore on my neck coloured red</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">He visited me at night</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">What did I ever do to that little boy</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;"></span> </div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">My curtains torn</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Couches and chairs ripped apart</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Sounds of pitiful laughter</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Water along the ground dyed red</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Again my neck aches</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Hiding in the shadows</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Never ending, he haunts me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Guilt rises in my chest</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">What did I ever do to that little boy</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;"></span> </div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Heart shattered</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Hope torn</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">He has taken the last</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">"There is nothing left!" I scream</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">He never answers</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">A laugh in place of a response</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Blood pours from the holes in his eyes</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">That's my blood</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">What did I ever do to that little boy</span></div>
Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-2758388604684220822013-10-18T15:46:00.001-07:002013-10-18T15:46:48.375-07:00Flash Stories, Part 10 (Final)<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I want to be with him, but I don't want to be with him. Why did he have to be a demon? I wish to right my wrongs and return to heaven. If only I could remember what my wrong was, then I would know how to correct. I want nothing more than to return home. At least that's what I think, that's what I want to believe. Maybe... just maybe... that's not what I truly want. Perhaps I should listen to my heart rather than my head. Who cares if the one I love is a demon, I'm never going to remember what I did wrong, I'm never going to be an angel again. He loves me for me, not what I am. I should do the same for him.</span></span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-67773053032627214242013-10-18T15:22:00.000-07:002013-10-18T15:22:00.718-07:00Flash Stories, Part 9<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">She says she can't love me as long as I am a demon. I cannot change that, but I don't want to be one anymore. That's why I left that world, so I could live as something other than a demon. I didn't ask for this, I wanted to be human. That angel girl has fallen from heaven and was forced to become a human. That's what she tells me at least. She wished to be an angel but was forced to be human. I want to be human but am forced to remain a demon. Why does it have to work out like this? Why must I thirst for her blood every second? I only want to remain with her.</span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-37364523801262928982013-10-18T14:29:00.000-07:002013-10-18T14:29:10.633-07:00Flash Stories, Part 8<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">That was an awful nightmare, who was that little boy? I swear I've seen him before, long long ago. He was there, when I fell from heaven, laughing at me. I know it was him, I know it! Why.. why is it that no one else seem to notice him? He was so different from all the rest, dressed in all black in a world of white. That evil laugh behind those innocent eyes. He's here with me now, where is he, where is this menace? There, behind the demon I love, cutting him open with that disturbing smile. Why can't anyone see him but me?</span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-90897869257401794432013-10-18T13:56:00.001-07:002013-10-18T13:56:36.344-07:00Flash Stories, Part 7<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I wonder if that beautiful angel is doing alright. Does she know I am what I am, a demon of the night? I have to be careful, if I get to close, it may end badly for us both. I cannot let her find out who I truly am, for then she will no longer love me. If she knew, how badly I wish to sink my teeth into that pure neck of hers, she would go berserk. I need to see her again, see if she's alright. There she is, up in that tree, she seems to be sleeping. I wonder what she dreams about, or what she thinks about when she's awake. Am I on her mind?</span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-68627319695589181582013-10-18T13:42:00.002-07:002013-10-18T13:42:48.008-07:00Flash Stories, Part 6<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It's so dark... did I finally fall asleep? I hear faint laughter, it seems so close by. It sounds like a young boy, why can't I see him? It's pitch black all around me, I can't even see my own hand in front of my face, of course I can't see the boy. I cry out greetings, calling him to me, I am unsure if this is a good idea. What if he harms me? I call out again and see a small light coming toward me quickly. I am afraid, very afraid, yet I shouldn't be scared of the light. This light seem different though, eerie in fact. The light is the small laughing boy, a ghost. His laugh turns into a scream and he jumps at my face! It feels like he's tearing through my skin, ripping me open! I arise from my place on the tree and breathe heavily. What an awful nightmare.</span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-51096853613038453262013-10-18T13:26:00.000-07:002013-10-18T13:26:47.745-07:00Flash Stories, Part 5<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I can't sleep. I can't think straight. What has this man done to me? I've seen him only once, but that seems enough to understand the feelings I have toward him. I feel his presence near me. I went to go to bed in a tree, could he be nearby? Why would he, I saw him go off in the other direction. What does this man want with me? Is he truly a demon, has he cursed me into loving him? Making me not be able to sleep is a cruel punishment. This is what I should have expected from a demon I suppose. </span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-46120786622288106672013-10-18T13:17:00.001-07:002013-10-18T13:17:46.536-07:00Flash Stories, Part 4<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Who is this man? I saw him rise through a large crack in the ground. Is he some sort of demon? If so, does he know I'm an angel? He wouldn't show such affection to me if he knew, would he? Does this strange man have feelings for me? Do I have feelings for him?! No! I cannot, it is forbidden for an angel and a demon to be together. well, I'm not exactly an angel anymore... I've lost my wings, I've lost my memories, I'm not sure of who I even am anymore. Maybe, it wouldn't be so bad to love this man.</span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-4278114955279214462013-10-15T08:27:00.001-07:002013-10-15T08:27:41.357-07:00Flash Stories, Part 3<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Yes, I am finally free. Out of that dark world I used to call home. Up from the dirt, the darkness that surrounded me, into the light. Who is that over there? A tattered girl kneeling on the rough ground. Her dress is torn, but you can tell it as well as herself used to be very beautiful. She cries and pleas, talking about returning home. Why does she feel her back with such anguish, does it hurt her? I will find out about her, crawl to her if I must. I can stand, I can walk, I can talk. Her voice is a melody, calming my black heart. She is lost, I am found. I will be there for her, care for this girl and her forgotten past, because I will be her future.</span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-80986466176448017322013-10-15T08:18:00.000-07:002013-10-15T08:18:01.280-07:00Flash Stories, Part 2<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Wings. I had wings, I was an angel... I did something wrong.. what was it again? It must have been really horrible to have been dropped from heaven. I don't want to be here, I want to go back. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, can you please forgive any wrong I have done? My tears are running down my cheeks like streams into my mouth. They taste like little pieces of freedom. Yet I am still here, kneeling on the harsh ground in a torn white dress. I still don't understand what I have done wrong.. I always tried to be my very best. I also tried to be who everyone wanted me to be. Was I not good enough, I suppose not.</span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-30235829340798269532013-10-15T08:08:00.001-07:002013-10-15T08:08:38.987-07:00Flash Stories, Part 1<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Why can't I remember? Who am I again? I think...I think my name was Christine... was it? Why am I here, what was I doing? The world, it seems so strange to me. This isn't like my home, at least that's what I'm guessing.. It doesn't look familiar, then again nothing does. My hand, why is it so white, so pale? Am I dying, did I die? Why does it feel like I can't die, that is seems impossible? Why do I feel like I've done something wrong? My back aches... I feel like something is missing from it, that something was there before. What was it? I want to remember, no, I need to remember. </span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-78680607895289756972013-10-11T08:01:00.001-07:002013-10-11T08:01:43.750-07:00Vampire Tree<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Every leaf of the tree was vines to its heart. Blood of the people it had strangled turning it red. Silent, even when the wind blew, these leaves never fall. If you get really close, you can hear the thump thump of the tree's heart, the quiet breathing. If it lets you touch its leaves, you can feel that it pulsates. Many people this one tree has killed, it's the only way it will survive, for it doesn't get fed by the sun. Instead, it fears the sun, the tree hides in the dark. The smell like strawberries, luring in its next victim. Long tangles of leaves tightly wrapping around the unfortunate human's body, squeezing him until blood seeps from his pores. The tree drinks up this metallic blood, lusting for more. The screams of the innocent fade to nothing, he is dead. The cold corpse left on the ground to slowly decay, the fungi now have their turn.</span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-82139252753183194122013-10-11T07:54:00.001-07:002013-10-11T07:54:23.824-07:00Too Close<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">From this spot on the cliff, you could hear the ocean waving its final goodbyes. The wind whistling a silent tune, the loud but hidden whimpers of a lost girl. She was on the edge, starting down into the rocky abyss, water crashing against it all. Inching closer, half of her feet on the air. Closing her eyes and opening her arms, she prepares herself. Tears streaming from her eyes into the ocean. Leaning forward she has given up. Seconds later she opens her eyes and is staring off into the forbidden sunset, locked in a young man's arms. He held her tightly, crying along with her. "Sorry, I'm so sorry." he repeats over and over again in her ear. She frowns upon her failed attempt for she was still blinded, unable to hear what is going on around her. "I love you." he whispers and her eyes can finally see. Her eyes now filled with tears of joy she turns around to return the man's embrace. "I love you too," she responds, "thank you."</span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-40715146059875299182013-10-01T18:49:00.000-07:002013-10-01T18:50:21.774-07:00Loving Torture<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">His soft voice fills my ears, </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I am wrapped up in him. </span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The smell of blood lingers on his clothing. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">How can someone so violent and so cruel, </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Be like this in this moment. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Holding me gently,</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Slowly kissing me. </span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The taste of blood filling my mouth. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Its metallic taste, </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Its warmth, </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">In this moment it was alright. </span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He was so different now, </span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">No more crazy, </span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">No scissors in his hands. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Instead it was gentleman,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And my hands were in his. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> I have forever awaited for now, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">This moment. </span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He has finally given into liking me, </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He has finally admitted it within himself.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Now I can be happy, </span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The one person I love and will always love, </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Now tells me he loves me too. </span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">That is the best new I could hear. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I wish for this one moment to continue on forever,</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Him touching me, </span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Kissing me, </span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Loving me. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I want nothing more than him. </span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He may be violent and still strike me with objects, </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And tear through my long back with his nails, </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But he fills me with such joy. </span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The feeling of my skin tearing,</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The smell of blood around me, </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It's all so wonderful. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Best of all, </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He is my torturer,</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He gives me this joy.</span></div>
Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1726322378743427696.post-57541105512288137332013-10-01T18:24:00.001-07:002013-10-01T18:42:26.657-07:00Erasure Poem<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">A range of shades allow</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">bright from dark</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> which symbolizes the</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">beginning Anything carries</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">negative</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> experience, and put</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">people open was</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> I a celebrity wearing</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> a smile That overkill can</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">leave you investing instead</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> keep in mind not everyone can</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> have a hard time and only</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> find the good</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> The red's depth</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> is perfect</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> action active in</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">red is much more perky when you want to</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> hit work is said to</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> symbolizes endurance also when</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">you stand without risk because</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> If you're red</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> almost everyone has</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> a little</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> luxury</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> you need</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">a young-looking face to appear to help</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> black makes you</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> instantly put on</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> the darkest</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> downer feel</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> the villain</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">over the years become more</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> elegant clearly you want</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">more Every woman needs everything</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> so you shine.</span>Lhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03113128043212478062noreply@blogger.com1